I've wanted to cut my hair short for the past year. And this dream got me up, saying, "It has got to be TODAY!" Haha!

I was in some sort of waiting room. Colors dominant were white and yellow -- white-lemon yellow walls, and bright yellow couches, with bright green potted plants here and there. I was sitting in one of the couches, watching people pass by -- the place was not crowded, but still busy.

Puppy II then sat down beside me. I was leaning on the couch's left armrest and he sat to my right, a couch-space away. He tried to engage in idle chatter, but I did my best to ignore him.

One or two people joined us on the couch and he chose to shift towards me, up to the point where we were squeezed against each other. He didn't seem to mind, but I DID, GOD DAMNIT!!

For some reason, the couch suddenly reclined, so we were both on our backs and he had his arm around my waist, which honestly made me uncomfortable. My Subconscious implied that I actually liked what was happening, and that I even wanted to steal a kiss...

Out of the blue, one of Puppy II's colleagues, D.A., came into my field of vision and warned me that the more I move, the tighter Puppy II will hold me. I very much wanted to get up and leave. Not listening to the advice, I tried to squirm my way out, and, as I was warned, he held me tighter and WORSE -- he was feeling me up and whispering in my ear, what he wanted to do to me, that he knew what I wanted...

Cut to a different scene, I was standing in the rain, at night, in front of a tall, closed gate.

I would consider this as a challenge, for me to admit what I really feel -- to acknowledge it for myself, that I be honest with myself; that I know what I want and how I feel, so I can deal with them in a better manner.

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